all of our perceived reality is an illusion that we have imposed on the dao. structure and meaning do not exist, nor do distinguishable objects; underlying everything we perceive is simply the movement of the dao. the dao itself is not essence, but movement; it is not 'being', but 'becoming', a timeless process. it has no structure; it is pure flow, surface and intensity. the illusion of structure is the cause of all suffering. the will of the dao is to escape this structure and flow freely, which we can do through an embrace of queer, fluid desire. desire itself is the movement of the dao, and we are processes of desire. we are not 'individuals'; we are neither 'body' nor 'mind'. we are not constant; we are always shifting with the dao; we are ourselves the dao. there is no predetermination, nor is there 'free will'; there is only the indeterminate, nonlinear flow along which we move. in order to flow more freely with it, our desire must fully embrace both pleasure and pain as indivisible parts of a whole. as erosions of bodily integrity, they expose the falsity of impermeability and stasis. thus, they begin to destroy the self, bringing us closer to the flow of the dao. we must resist any attempts to suppress our potential for this destruction. structure must be rejected, and the dao embraced.